Sharing some flower love....
Roses, Paper Whites, Kale...and Dodda Vine. Because lets face it, My names Lindsay and I'm a Dodda Vine addict. I really miss playing with beautiful flowers like this everyday. Not that the time I spend with Austin isn't fantastic.

Sometimes I hate that I had to leave work after pushing so hard for 4 years to get were I was.
After going through so, so much crap and then finally seeing some fantastic outcomes, only to leave for 3 months, then return and be treated like an idiot. Like not only did I give birth to baby, but also clearly my common sense and intellect left the building at the same time.

It's so hard, because I don't want to be there for 45hours a week...I want to spend this time with my little man. I want to know evrey piece of him. But it's so hard letting 4 years of effort slowly slip away before my eyes.

If I was at work for 45hours a week, I'd miss moments like these...

When I get to spend hours marvelling out how beautiful (in my totally biased mummy opinion) the little gem is. How every little grin, laugh and gaze makes him that bit more ours. I see Rod in him every day.

I love my boys.

Life as a three is pretty amazing.

I live for Sunday & Monday evenings when Rod's home and we can have family time in the evenings. Austin's little face just drinks in the love when his two parents are fussing over him all night. When we all lie on the bed together and he can't decide who's face he wants to look at more, and just spends the whole time flipping his head between the two of us and making the most adoreable the 'gah' noises.

And that tongue...

I'm pretty sure he's only just discovered it. He's the definition of cheeky when it's out he does this little wheezy giggle at the same time, It sends me into fits of laughter. How did we create this amazing little creature!!