Sharing some flower love....
Roses, Paper Whites, Kale...and Dodda Vine. Because lets face it, My names Lindsay and I'm a Dodda Vine addict. I really miss playing with beautiful flowers like this everyday. Not that the time I spend with Austin isn't fantastic.

Sometimes I hate that I had to leave work after pushing so hard for 4 years to get were I was.
After going through so, so much crap and then finally seeing some fantastic outcomes, only to leave for 3 months, then return and be treated like an idiot. Like not only did I give birth to baby, but also clearly my common sense and intellect left the building at the same time.

It's so hard, because I don't want to be there for 45hours a week...I want to spend this time with my little man. I want to know evrey piece of him. But it's so hard letting 4 years of effort slowly slip away before my eyes.

If I was at work for 45hours a week, I'd miss moments like these...

When I get to spend hours marvelling out how beautiful (in my totally biased mummy opinion) the little gem is. How every little grin, laugh and gaze makes him that bit more ours. I see Rod in him every day.

I love my boys.